As I’m still in a studio in Vilnius, I’m surrounded by neighbors. So meditations are sometimes noisy. Before sleep, I decided to meditate listening to a harmonious flute sound on my airdopes rather than hearing my snoring neighbor.
This was the tune – I downloaded it as an mp3 to listen on the flight mode. It’s a very good one, because the flute sound is already high vibration, and the way this instrument is played here is by vibrations going up, as though directing your energy upwards, which is the same thing that happens when you contemplate God, and things that are good and beautiful.
I affirmed my limitlessness as being Divine, that I’m part of God, omnipresent, a Spirit. I really felt what I was saying. I fully relaxed into it.
And a realization came that I am a Divine Spirit, part of God. And that the body is my temple. A temple of a living God, but in that temple is infinity – me. I felt intense happiness because of this realization.
I continued meditating further. I tried my best to keep this beautiful blissful stillness by actively not allowing thoughts to take over. I was very alert and determined that nothing would get in the way of the peace and stillness that I felt.
Keeping alert is very important during meditation, so that you don’t fall into astral planes.
As I was sitting in this high alert state, I felt energy gathering up my spine to the head. As the energy pooled in the head, it kept concentrating on the top of my head, and my eyes involuntarily started looking up. I sat in that state for some time.
I felt a cool stream of energy, a little bit like the crawling of ants, trickle down from the top of my head to my neck. I think it went to the spine, too. Then the focused head energy went to the third eye area.
It was very intense. I think I’m close to opening my crown chakra again, and I’m ready for it. This time, I have more knowledge – I know that it’s very important not to freak out and not to fall into fearful beliefs – not to interpret anything negatively. It’s important to keep focusing on God, love, limitlessness, rather than seeking refuge back in the matter – Matrix – illusion.
In the morning, I did some yogic stretches, some pranayama, and meditated again on an empty stomach. I felt the entire spine moving, tiny fixes done here and there in my body. Something was released in both of my arms, just below the shoulders.
The energy circulated in my head, too, but not as intensely. I found it easy not to think, and the few thoughts that I had easily disappeared.
I expected to have deep meditations when I’d be on my own on my homestead in nature (rather than experiencing all this in a studio in the capital of Lithuania, with my partner there), but it’s happening now, so I’m letting it.
I’m excited for the developments to come. Oh, and my partner started meditating as well – I’m so happy for it!
What prepared me for these current experiences:
- Going back to the vegetarian diet to lighten vibrations
- Not paying attention to the Matrix
- Trying to cultivate love towards all living beings
- Thinking mainly about God throughout the day
- Saving all my energy for meditation (even thinking wastes it)
- Affirmations of my true divine nature
- Trying to be helpful and of service to mankind, without any selfish motive
These developments are also the result of my past years of meditation – the energy is not likely to go straight to the head without prior meditations, unless you did much meditation in past lives.
In yesterday’s meditation, I kept asking about certain things in God’s Kingdom. And today I got my answer, as I downloaded an ACIM app again and read a random chapter. It said:
“You are hampered in your progress by your demands to know what you do not know… .”
“Knowledge will be restored when you meet its conditions. [Not knowing] is the result of your misuse of His laws on behalf of a will that’s not His [ego’s]. Knowledge is His Will. If you are opposing His Will, how can you have knowledge?”
So the more in tune with my divine nature I become, the more I will know, and there won’t be any need to ask.
So that’s it for now. I hope this will inspire you to continue on your spiritual journey:))
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